Before I get into some real wicked shit for today, I wanted to say thanks to all of you who commented on my last post and especially those that took the time to email with words of wisdom and stories of your own fuck-buddy confusion. To the person who said that the numbness is actually self-preservation: you couldn’t have been more right! I suppose my heart knows better and decided to throw some numbness my way to save me from further upset/confusion/heartache/bullshit.

Now, onto some gay sex… yes, you read right: GAY SEX!!

I am such a Craigslist whore, meaning that I have an insatiable appetite for the dramas that unfold in the Missed Connections section of the site. Maybe I would get my fix from Soap Operas if I had cable, but for now the MC’s are doin’ me just fine in terms of following who is banging who and who is hating who, etc. This week I have noticed some very steamy posts which made me realize that just cuz’ I am not getting laid, doesn’t mean that the world around me has stopped fucking! O contraire! Naughty and oh so hot and casual sex is alive and well — at least in the gay community! Seems that while I am sitting here fighting myself from begging a certain someone to come and console me with his magic-stick after a horrible week (don’t ask); gay men are getting licked, sucked, banged and brown-cowed all over the city! Hoorah for them!

Check out some of the latest posts:

we f*cked in the fitting room at The Bay - m4m – 30:
you said my jeans were too tight, and then you grabbed a pair of Levi’s to try.
We were quiet and went on for a while.
want to go shopping again?

Loft 18 - Seeking guy from private booth - m4mTuesday afternoon around 12:30 in a private booth downstairs. You, HOT/shaved head/5′7″/160lbs./black pants and dark dress shirt/hairy chest/7 cut. Me: Mohawk/5′7″/155lbs/black T shirt-jeans. We sucked and fucked in a private booth. You shot your load down my throat after I ate your ass out. I want to meet you again. So I know its you when you reply…tell me what you yelled when you came in my mouth.

How hot are those?? Is this going on in the hetero community as well?? Where the hell have I been and why don’t I ever get to walk in on any of this if it’s happening so casually everywhere??

Kudos to the gay community! So long as you’re being safe; you make me so proud I could cry… or at least get off and come up with a few hot story ideas.